I'll Take You Home.

Semoga sentiasa dalam jagaan dan peliharaan Allah.

Ini yang aku sering titipkan pada insan-insan yang aku sayang. Alangkah aku ingin menjelaskan betapa itu adalah sebuah doa yang ikhlas untuk kau. Doa yang sepenuh-penuh harapan pada Dia sebab aku memang betul-betul rasa helpless, dan doa itu timbul kerana aku sedar hakikat Allah mengetahui setiap apa yang berlaku terhadap hambaNya, and no matter where you are, He is there. He will always look after you. And I really want to look after you but I can't, but Allah is the most powerful and He knows better what's in your heart. How you really feel inside. Sebuah doa yang timbul sebab aku harap yang dipelihara bukan saja jasad, malah hati, jiwa, dan minda kau.

Dan kalau Allah tunjukkan pada aku yang kau adalah salah satu tujuan aku dihidupkan dan dipanjangkan nyawa di muka bumi ni pun, aku redha. Because you're worth it. Sungguh, definisi cinta yang Allah wujudkan untuk hambaNya ni sebenarnya luas. Cinta yang aku rasa ni, memang cinta yang sungguh-sungguh, cinta yang tahap aku minta Allah pelihara sebab entahlah, I have no exact words to describe how you've changed my life, how you're one of the reason why I am who I am right now.

I wish I could tell you to just go home whenever you tell me you're tired and you want to go home, because a part of me want you here with me as well. A part of me want you to go home, because all I wanted was to hug you ever so tightly and comfort you and tell you that I am right here for you but I can't and I won't. Because I know you're stronger than you think you are. Allah knows that you could endure more than you think you could. I want you to move on, move as long as you can. I'll be right behind you. Kalau Allah percaya kita boleh jadi kuat, kenapa kita tak percaya dengan diri kita sendiri, kan? :)

Allah is teaching you something great. We may not know what is it yet but you are a great person. You are so very special in my eyes. Please, please know that. So I want you to move on. I'll be right here for you biiznillah.


Don't worry about being home. You're home now, here in my heart.