Random Book Rant.

1. Sometimes she picks up a book just to make herself feel less lonely.
2. Everytime she reads, she is being the most honest with herself.
3. When she reads, he let herself feels all the emotions she suppresses in her real life. 
4. She understands people better through her reading.
5. Reading can sometimes give her the strength she never thought she needed.
6. She really falls in love with words easily.

Of Being True & Being You.

"And to write what we feel sometimes it feels like revealing our true self kan. And then kita fikir, what if orang kata kita lemah. We write about how fragile we are."

"I wish we could care less about what people think and be more true to ourselves."

"I think we should train ourselves. Menulis dengan jujur."

"If the right person baca, they will find beauty in your writing. What comes from the heart goes to the heart."


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Sometimes you forget how badly you miss the person, until you talked to each other.

Sometimes you forget that all this while you lose yourself to the world, and it takes someone else to find you back.

I pray that we all somehow get to find ourselves, and embrace ourselves for who we are. Each and every layer that makes us, us.

What Have You Turned Into?

I.

She smiles at everyone, but it is merely a polite smile.
She listens to other people's stories, because she doesn't even have an interesting story to be told.
She forgot how to love.
She cringes at romantic scenes in a drama because she knows none of them will ever happen to her.
She keeps all her feelings hidden because she wants to be under control.


II.

She easily laugh at people's jokes.
She tell her stories when asked and people are shocked to hear such things happened to her.
She loved deeply. Too deeply.
She loves seeing her parents spending time together and joking around with each other.
She weeps discreetly when she reads broken poems and sad novels and inspiring stories.


III.
She is you.
You are her.